- Jul 21, 2021
Sometimes when I read theses post it sounds like the 'voices' are representatives of M5 carrying out mob duties.You know you might be right about this method backfiring. I didn't think about it at the time, but who knows what consequences I could have from making a new voice. You guys shouldn't try this method.
Nice reframe, I really like it! I never thought of the voices as being able to make me mentally stronger. Here's a couple of go-to tactics they use against me: they repeat the same thing over and over again annoyingly trying to get a reaction, they're tone becomes even more hyperaggressive if I become aggressive, threatening me all the time, sometimes they act like their other people, which is particularly bad, because then they can act like people I may have hurt somehow. Once they obtain the moral high ground I never hear the end of it and use that to justify everything they do. The last thing they do is talk through me, using subvocalization and it's really frustrating. They might call me a "bitch-ass" using my voice, so I can feel how emotionally charged is based on how loud they say it or they might make me have a sarcastic expression when I say something. This is bad for 2 other reasons, if they keep repeating the same thing while making me say it, it becomes a habit for me. The second reason is if I say around another person they'll get the wrong idea.
I don't think that particular insult you used would work on them, but you have given me a idea, I could say "I don't care what your reason is, I'm not letting you talk to me like that." For a moment I actually believed it, but I'm not clear on what my reasoning was, so I'm sure if I could keep it up.