
ame
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- Dec 10, 2008
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I joined the forum at 12:00pm and now it's 12:43 and this is all I've managed to write. Perhaps this is why I can't get the help I need...
My name is ame. I'm 20. I don't drink and I no longer smoke. I have never done any recreational drugs, although I did abuse over the counter painkillers for a while in one of my darker periods. I guess I'm here because I want to know what's wrong with me, and how to tell my doctor that I think she's wrong.
For as long as I can remember I have had whatever's wrong with me, and I've always kept it to myself as much as it would allow me. The only person who know's everything about me is my husband to be. We're getting married next year but my symptoms are putting strain on our relationship and I'm scared of losing the only reason I have any fight left in me.
I was diagnosed with depression when I was 15 and I was put on fluoxetine. After months of it having no effect stopped taking them, stopped going to see my GP and refused to admit I still had a problem.
Went back to my doctor earlier this year, got back on medication, Citalopram, up to 40mg at the moment and I thought I was doing okay but about a week ago I had a breakdown and can't get back up again. Where do I go from here? I know that's probably a question that will be answered with more questions but I don't know what else to say now.
My name is ame. I'm 20. I don't drink and I no longer smoke. I have never done any recreational drugs, although I did abuse over the counter painkillers for a while in one of my darker periods. I guess I'm here because I want to know what's wrong with me, and how to tell my doctor that I think she's wrong.
For as long as I can remember I have had whatever's wrong with me, and I've always kept it to myself as much as it would allow me. The only person who know's everything about me is my husband to be. We're getting married next year but my symptoms are putting strain on our relationship and I'm scared of losing the only reason I have any fight left in me.
I was diagnosed with depression when I was 15 and I was put on fluoxetine. After months of it having no effect stopped taking them, stopped going to see my GP and refused to admit I still had a problem.
Went back to my doctor earlier this year, got back on medication, Citalopram, up to 40mg at the moment and I thought I was doing okay but about a week ago I had a breakdown and can't get back up again. Where do I go from here? I know that's probably a question that will be answered with more questions but I don't know what else to say now.