- Mar 8, 2018
I feel so ashamed. I have a dark porn and m past. I have horrible intrusive thoughts. I got beat up by someone who is smaller in size than me even when I started the fight. I know in another thread in this section, I stated how I agreed that one needed to love them-self first in order to be loved but what if even when you love yourself, your past is still a burden? I think I'm probably the weirdest, most messed up person I know. It would take a really special woman to like me. Anyway, I'm not throwing a pity party but I just wanna figure out if there any woman out there who would like me.