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Erudinam
Active member
I wanted to download something but I got worried that maybe Gods will punish me with a specific punishmenet (that I fear) if I try to download a tv series episode (because piracy is illegal).
I did not want so much to download the episode and I was ready to leave but I felt that will make my ocd worse. So, I tried to download but the site was not letting me. My ocd is telling that just, by click to download, maybe was enough for Gods to punish me.
I am worried and a little angry with myself for trying to say no to my ocd. The thing is that I know piracy is llegal so i cant give excuse to my ocd.
I did not want so much to download the episode and I was ready to leave but I felt that will make my ocd worse. So, I tried to download but the site was not letting me. My ocd is telling that just, by click to download, maybe was enough for Gods to punish me.
I am worried and a little angry with myself for trying to say no to my ocd. The thing is that I know piracy is llegal so i cant give excuse to my ocd.