- Dec 22, 2020
My father and brother and me share a house. There was a bottle of water which was half full. I took it with me in my room. I was in bed and wanted water. I wanted to drink from that bottle but what if my brother drunk from it directly? What if my brother had the covid virus (even though he seems healthy) and I would be transmiting it when going for a walk? I was afraid that Gods will punish me if I would be transmiting the virus just, because I did not want to get an other new battle. I was a little anxious and I labeled it as my ocd talking. So, I just drunk water from the half used bottle. Something did not fit right with me. Also, I was bored to get an other bottle. My brother seems healthy. I now, worry that maybe Gods punished me for putting other people in danger by risking to be infected by covid, by drinking from a bottle that my brother MAY have drunk directly. Should I have taken an other bottle? I was thinking if I should get an other bottle but due to an other ocd reason and lazyness, I decided to drink the half full bottle without knowing if my brother drunk directly from it. My brother seems healthty and probably, does not have covid. Did I do something wrong?