I am so worried about my partner..his condition isn't stable at all. He wont go back to hospital voluntary. We had a massive fall out because he's starting drinking and smoking weed!! Trust me ,that stuff has made him worse over the last few weeks. He takes aload of meds for his condition. I told him so many times to please stop and I'm so stressed out, and I stupidly said I dont want him around mw or our child when hes like that. Hes an absolute state. He took it way out of context and now I've not seen him all day. I'm hoping hes at his own flat. He left his mobile at mine so I cant even contact him. I'm his girlfriend, not officially his carer but these I feel I am his carer. Things are so bad getting. I'm breaking my heart.