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Stripey
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hi Everyone
i've not really posted for a while. I've been, i wouldn't say stable but more coping for the last few months. I went on fluoxetine (anti-depressant) which has gone some way towards helping my energy levels.
Anyway, i'm struggling at the moment with my career. I'd been unhappy in my job (bored, frustrated) for a while and had been looking for other jobs. I woke up one morning and wrote my letter of resignation and handed it in. I didn't have another job to go to or any hopes of another job, i just very rashly decided enough was enough.
I've now left that job and after about a month got another job which i started last week. However with this one, i went in for two days and then just did not show-up. I phoned once to speak to my boss but he wasn't there and i haven't contacted them since, they have been phoning me but i've not been answering. Yesterday i wrote a letter just apologising for being so unprofessional and saying i didn't want the job.
But i'm just so ashamed of myself. I had to keep goin at that job because i don't have any money, but at the same time i knew the job wasn't for me.
I've not told my boyfriend i've quit (he's just gona be so annoyed and dissapointed in me) so at the moment i'm pretending to go to work everyday. No one knows at all.
I'm still applying and interviewing for other jobs but i'm getting terrified that my mental health is going to stop me holding a job down. I'm hoping that that job just wasn't for me, but at the same time it was a good job that at least paid a wage!
Any thoughts appreciated
Stripey
i've not really posted for a while. I've been, i wouldn't say stable but more coping for the last few months. I went on fluoxetine (anti-depressant) which has gone some way towards helping my energy levels.
Anyway, i'm struggling at the moment with my career. I'd been unhappy in my job (bored, frustrated) for a while and had been looking for other jobs. I woke up one morning and wrote my letter of resignation and handed it in. I didn't have another job to go to or any hopes of another job, i just very rashly decided enough was enough.
I've now left that job and after about a month got another job which i started last week. However with this one, i went in for two days and then just did not show-up. I phoned once to speak to my boss but he wasn't there and i haven't contacted them since, they have been phoning me but i've not been answering. Yesterday i wrote a letter just apologising for being so unprofessional and saying i didn't want the job.
But i'm just so ashamed of myself. I had to keep goin at that job because i don't have any money, but at the same time i knew the job wasn't for me.
I've not told my boyfriend i've quit (he's just gona be so annoyed and dissapointed in me) so at the moment i'm pretending to go to work everyday. No one knows at all.
I'm still applying and interviewing for other jobs but i'm getting terrified that my mental health is going to stop me holding a job down. I'm hoping that that job just wasn't for me, but at the same time it was a good job that at least paid a wage!
Any thoughts appreciated
Stripey