I know you guys are right but I don't wanna think about that right now, it kills my buzz. I shall enjoy the good feelings while they last and try not to worry about the after effects. All I do is worry and, frankly, I need some time off!
Damn my stupid hypomania. I just get pissed at everything. Particularly myself for having a dirty fucking house that I have no will to clean but hate for being messy. *sigh* I wish I could get a nice, hyper episode so I could get some shit done. Boo.