- Mar 12, 2016
This made me not wont to live anymore. I had dream my mom was attack by a bear, I was screaming for her to get inside and she couldnt hear me and the bear bit her arm I ran out to get the bear attention than it start coming after me I woke immediately. I feel dead inside right now. I keep asking myself if god loves us why would he create something so dangerous, to me its like putting a baby in a cage with a snake. Everytine I read some parts of the bible at night I have nightmares. I been searching for a higher power for 12 years and nothing. If god really love me or exist he would make contact. Im thinking about getting into wicca but something keeps telling me the god of the bible will punish me. I have got accurate information with tarot cards before. Should I leave christianity since it not bringing any happiness or comfort in life?