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Lady_Loop
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Was not sure where to put this but figured as I have BPD this was a gooder place as any.
Yesterday I was behind a car at a T-junction onto a busy A road and he pulled out not seeing a motorbike coming and the bike stood no change and took out the front of the car before losing control and flying off the bike. the car the n reversed back into my car..
I rang emergency services and stayed with the biker until the ambulance and police arrived but it has really freaked me out and my husband made me sad because I rang him to ask him to come and get our daughter ( who is 8) and was in the car with me ( we only lived 5 mins away ) as did the car who hit the bike, and the biker was local too....goes to show the old joke that most accidents happen within 5 miles of home are true! But he said he was in the middle of lunch and would not be able to come for a while until he finished....This really upset me as I needed him too as well as our daughter....It was a horrid thing to see and i just wanted him to be there to support me while we waited for the police...the ambulance was here by then so the biker was being sorted ( he is ok though he texted me!) and I have problems with my husband and feeling loved by him ( mainly the BPD I think) but now I am angry and sad and lots of urges to SH....some I am managing to cope with and others Iam not.....I hate the emotional rollercoaster am always on
anyway sorry that went on a bit!
loopy
Yesterday I was behind a car at a T-junction onto a busy A road and he pulled out not seeing a motorbike coming and the bike stood no change and took out the front of the car before losing control and flying off the bike. the car the n reversed back into my car..
I rang emergency services and stayed with the biker until the ambulance and police arrived but it has really freaked me out and my husband made me sad because I rang him to ask him to come and get our daughter ( who is 8) and was in the car with me ( we only lived 5 mins away ) as did the car who hit the bike, and the biker was local too....goes to show the old joke that most accidents happen within 5 miles of home are true! But he said he was in the middle of lunch and would not be able to come for a while until he finished....This really upset me as I needed him too as well as our daughter....It was a horrid thing to see and i just wanted him to be there to support me while we waited for the police...the ambulance was here by then so the biker was being sorted ( he is ok though he texted me!) and I have problems with my husband and feeling loved by him ( mainly the BPD I think) but now I am angry and sad and lots of urges to SH....some I am managing to cope with and others Iam not.....I hate the emotional rollercoaster am always on

anyway sorry that went on a bit!
loopy