- Nov 21, 2020
- South Carolina
I was diagnosed with BPD about ten years ago. After leaving an extremely abusive marriage,I was lost and participated in behaviors that I used to frown upon. I became an alcoholic, would go to bars and meet strangers and go home with them; got into 2 car accidents that resulted inDUI charges that were later dismissed or dropped down. I felt like I was doing ok, with my job, 2 children, and ,a new marriage. But, my ex husband died about a year ago, and with COVID? I find myself steering back to the emotions of feeling hopeless and crying all the time.