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Diamondgirl

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Nov 21, 2020
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South Carolina
I was diagnosed with BPD about ten years ago. After leaving an extremely abusive marriage,I was lost and participated in behaviors that I used to frown upon. I became an alcoholic, would go to bars and meet strangers and go home with them; got into 2 car accidents that resulted inDUI charges that were later dismissed or dropped down. I felt like I was doing ok, with my job, 2 children, and ,a new marriage. But, my ex husband died about a year ago, and with COVID? I find myself steering back to the emotions of feeling hopeless and crying all the time.
 
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Lone_wanderer

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Jan 22, 2012
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@Diamondgirl, first I wanted to say welcome to the forum. I don't have BPD but my mum was a Narcissist and exceptionally psychologically and physically abusive. I recently found out she died a few years ago, I hadn't seen her in 20 years but it brought up all sorts of conflicting emotions. I hope you find this a supportive place to converse with people with similar problems about your issues. :).
 
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MYTIMEHASCOME

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Jul 12, 2011
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I was diagnosed with BPD about ten years ago. After leaving an extremely abusive marriage,I was lost and participated in behaviors that I used to frown upon. I became an alcoholic, would go to bars and meet strangers and go home with them; got into 2 car accidents that resulted inDUI charges that were later dismissed or dropped down. I felt like I was doing ok, with my job, 2 children, and ,a new marriage. But, my ex husband died about a year ago, and with COVID? I find myself steering back to the emotions of feeling hopeless and crying all the time.
sorry you’re having such a hard time😢 hopefully the lovely people on this forum can help you! Even if it’s just emotional support - the peoplehere are really nice! Sending you a massive hug ❤🤗 stay strong! 🌈❤🤗
 
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