
Nicky
Member
I often try to tell myself that when i feel ike I have been let down or lost a close friend through no fault of my own, that it is an everyday life thing. I happens to people all the time and I am not being singled out. However, I cant get it out of my head. What is so wrong with me that people treat me the way they do? or more so what did i do to deserve it?
I know we cannot change people and we can make them do what we want, but I miss my best friend. I believe i hardly exist to them anymore. They have found someone better, so i am now thrown aside like old jeans for a newer better pair. I am finding it so hard to understand. All i keep asking myself (and them) is why?
Pretty soul destroying really. Hurts. The one person i felt safe with and could trust.....
The lonliness is now killing me
Nicky
I know we cannot change people and we can make them do what we want, but I miss my best friend. I believe i hardly exist to them anymore. They have found someone better, so i am now thrown aside like old jeans for a newer better pair. I am finding it so hard to understand. All i keep asking myself (and them) is why?
Pretty soul destroying really. Hurts. The one person i felt safe with and could trust.....
The lonliness is now killing me
Nicky
