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mad as a hatter
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i,ve been on the forum before as i have bipolor that,s fair enough just as i was getting my head round this they just hit me with u also got borderline personality disorder hard as that is i think i can handle it but what really gets me there callin me a attention seeker i simply can,t cope with that i feel such a mess my emotions r everywhere i feel so hurt and cut up at this cause i certainly don,t beleive that i,m like that at all yeah i,ve got my problems i have 2 live with suicidal thoughts 24/7 and the mood swings off bipolor there will be a lot people on here that will understand that i had a pdoc say 2 me they other wk i think u just wanna me 2 be worried about u i got so angry i chucked her out me house mind u i did threaten 2 kill her if she ever came back thought i was goin end up in hospital cause that but luckly i didn,t what gives them the damn right 2 say i like the attention i,m so distraught if u ask ne 1 that know,s me they,ll say i,m just the opposite off that rather be hidin in the corner somewhere i can,t tk ne more off life i,ve had enough them all i,ve fired off a letter 2 my consultant this morning tellin him i,m not 2 happy at this at all but it probabaly get ignored and put down 2 another piece attention seekin mh services what a joke they r and they,d rather sit bk watch some 1 suffer and self destructive or crash and burn as they have done in so many occasions i hate them all gettin 2 the stage i,m goin tell them all stuff it mind u luckly i,ve got a good cpn that does spk up for me mind u won,t be long before they tk her off me 2 sorry i,m havin a bit rant about all this