Why does it feel so real!

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Emed

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I hear and have memories of things people say never happen and I know it’s not real it can’t be mainly because nothing comes from the voices only more run around and tears and pain so how do I get over it when can I leave it and be my own self. And why does it feel more real then not. I know I’m not an angel or in love with someone who might be god, when I say out loud it’s is overwhelming crazy but the details are so clear! How do you see past it? I feel like every time I start getting better the voice makes me feel like I’m giving up on the only thing that makes it worth it or me worthy but if it’s only in my head and I can’t take it into the real world then it has to be fake! How did you deal with this part of the illness? I have no friends or family so obviously that what the voice have to do with, giving me one and saying things like I’m a whore and I’m perfect. I just want to be able to let go off them!
 
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iWILLOBTAINMENTALHEALTH2

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Hello sweetie. I have voices too. But they are a lot less bothersome because I take antipsychotic. I take 4 mg. of Rexulti everyday. Please see a psychiatrist and therapist for help. You shouldn't have to suffer. 🤗💓
 
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nohope4u

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When it's starting to get difficult you can decide to not give up and live the impossible that has solution within faith, it's not perfect like solving in 1week but it's a good advice to opens durable doors in your life. Imagine it's a war, not your war but a whole war, and when you mark a point I do find it easier to mark a point (remotely, without you noticing it neither me) and that we are like a legion and we fight together, so you'r helping me by helping you and you can notice some presences all around you that want to help when you try to progress, so this is "YOU'R NOT ALONE" and not given up on. That sounds terribly difficult to listen to but somehow the justice/truth and the love are not giving up anyone that would like to make a step further. So yeah, you need to fight with the appropriate weapon that mean you need to close the toxic relationship that are triggering you the bad voice but with times you can healthy your life and your internal voices space. I am still at war but things progress a lot deeply.
 
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