- Aug 27, 2019
I hear and have memories of things people say never happen and I know it’s not real it can’t be mainly because nothing comes from the voices only more run around and tears and pain so how do I get over it when can I leave it and be my own self. And why does it feel more real then not. I know I’m not an angel or in love with someone who might be god, when I say out loud it’s is overwhelming crazy but the details are so clear! How do you see past it? I feel like every time I start getting better the voice makes me feel like I’m giving up on the only thing that makes it worth it or me worthy but if it’s only in my head and I can’t take it into the real world then it has to be fake! How did you deal with this part of the illness? I have no friends or family so obviously that what the voice have to do with, giving me one and saying things like I’m a whore and I’m perfect. I just want to be able to let go off them!