- Feb 21, 2015
Hey people! How's your day? I want to ask about this feeling I have. I myself don't have any ideas what cause me to feel like wanting more attention. As far as I know, some people hate attention seekers due to their behaviours. I don't think my behaviour really causes irritation to others as I don't do something weird just to attract others attention. At school, I always wish everyone keep talking about me or mentioning my name but I'm introvert to those I don't know well so no chance everyone in my class mentioned my name. I get full attention at home but I want some friends to recognize my existence. I feel so pathetic feeling like wanting an attention from friends or someone online. I just be honest here. Everytime I get a notification on some online forums including this one, my adrenaline pumps so hard that I need to go to a loo as I get so excited. This is annoying. I get dissapointed when the notification received is some users who are talking with other users on my topic. I feel like riding a pony on a magic rainbows when someone talks to me. Everytime brat tomato PM me, I feel so happy as he gives attention to me. I feel so pathetic. How can I remove this feeling as I hate it? Thank you!