- Aug 12, 2020
I feel like I'm a terrible person. I hate this feeling, I have no motivation to change my life. I start something positive than lose interest. I feel bad because I have no education , am over weight, wasting my life away. I don't know why I can't seem to change things. I used to be active in my church I had friends went places . Now I'm a recluse hiding from the world. I have no desire to do anything meds and therapy did not help. I'm afraid to go out I guess I have up on therapy and meds. I'm afraid I'm always going to be like this. I'm depressed and I wonder how I ended up like this.