I dont know if this sounds irrational. Every time I'm over at a friends place, I feel like there's cameras watching me everywhere or that their landlord placed something there? I keep thinking about fuckups I did while my friends were out of their room and why is this giving me so much anxiety? Even when it's been over a year in some cases. I'm afraid literally all the time that eventually everyone will turn their back on me. This is so irritating that I cant even relax for one second of my life.