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SicklyBloom
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Yesterday, I went to the park with my brother so he could practice running for cross country. I let him do his run while I wandered and explored the place. It was a peaceful Saturday afternoon and there weren't many people there either. I was innocently standing by a creek by a nearby bridge just standing quietly thinking to myself. Then all of the sudden, I saw a female jogger running above me from where I was standing. I was crossing my arms but I swear to god that I wasn't thinking any negative thoughts this time, I was honestly feeling relaxed. She stops her jog to tell me if I'm okay. I took offense to this because this was one of those rare occasions where there was actually nothing wrong. I wanted to literally yell at her for assuming I was upset, but instead I simply said that I was fine and just enjoying the view.
After that incident, I felt extremely annoyed. How come when I need someone's help, nobody can makes themselves useful but when I'm alone and peaceful, people start showing up out of the blue? I honestly don't get it but it makes feel like utter crap. Is that the feeling people pick up on when they're around me or do I just look super pathetic?
After that incident, I felt extremely annoyed. How come when I need someone's help, nobody can makes themselves useful but when I'm alone and peaceful, people start showing up out of the blue? I honestly don't get it but it makes feel like utter crap. Is that the feeling people pick up on when they're around me or do I just look super pathetic?