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GaryC123

GaryC123

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I appreciate it. Maybe you all can pray to God for me to give me quick and sudden massive heart failure. Maybe God will listen to you. I don't want to live anymore. I really don't.
 
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JeanPierre

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I appreciate it. Maybe you all can pray to God for me to give me quick and sudden massive heart failure. Maybe God will listen to you. I don't want to live anymore. I really don't.
It's gonna get better, I promise.
I know. I know you don't want to hear it but it will.
 
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Zoe1

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maybe it makes you feel better to vent
 
GaryC123

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It's gonna get better, I promise.
I know. I know you don't want to hear it but it will.
Sure. It'll go away. I'll just go back to isolating again. Sounds wonderful and exciting. I can't wait.
 
Hillman hunter

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When I was at my very worst hobbies and interests saved my life , I didn't think they would, I didn't want to hear people telling me they would.
But we need something to help us heal .
 
GaryC123

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so whats changed that you can't enjoy them now ?
They just seem pointless and unfulfilling. Plus, they just add to my depravity, I think. She told me I need to "man up." I assume computer gaming is not the sort of thing that makes a male admirable. So the more I game, the deeper I dig my hole, it seems.
 
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man up ? oh your ex. well she is wrong
nobody should have to man up

what if she were told to woman up hey !

she the only person you ever loved ?
 
GaryC123

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man up ? oh your ex. well she is wrong
nobody should have to man up

what if she were told to woman up hey !

she the only person you ever loved ?
No there have been others and they've most all scurried in the opposite direction whenever I've tried to warm up to them. One didn't but my parents (whom I live with) destroyed my chances with that one. Told me to get rid of her.
 
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Why are you still in my threads? You're neither needed nor wanted here. Bye.
This back and forth discussion is cracking me up. Thanks for the laugh. I am with GaryC123. Fuck this fucking bullshit crap of suffering and pain.
 
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