I have deserved worse since I can remember. I’m that person who doesn’t deserve happiness or love. I really am a waste 9f gods work. If I go by my own hand then he’ll awaits me but what’s the difference really. Take a real good honest look around you and tell me why one would want to live in today’s society? I have no purpose here, no mission, no relevance and neither do so many others but we are fooled into thinking we do.