- Aug 24, 2009
- Qld, Australia
It was my brother in laws wedding on the weekend but we (hubby and I) didn't end up going. Not only did I have extreme anxiety about the whole thing but it turns out he didn't want us there. I have bipolar and my hubby has depression and we can't work. We sometimes can't organise normal day to day lives let alone work. His brother push and poked and caused trouble till he told me to go and do rude things to myself and then we decided not to attend only to discover afterwards that he didn't want us there in the first place and the rest of my hubby's relatives spent the evening complaining how we will never amount to anything blah, blah. blah. This sort of stuff happens and people wonder why I prefer to hang around the house with hubby and our pets? I think it is self explanatory really. Oh he didn't want us there because he didn't want his business associates to think that he "hung out" with people like us ie people who are a little different. Bastards all of them seriously if they didn't want us there they just had to say and save us the anxiety of the whole thing. Did everyone know that if we all got jobs and just worked a little harder we would forget about our "problems"? Well according to his highness father in law anyway. Is it wrong of me to think really horrible thoughts about him or am I overreacting??