- Nov 17, 2021
Why am I here .I'd rather be with my mother. Not here .I thought about self harming .but I hate pain .maybe if there were a painless way to die than maybe i would go.i wish I could fall asleep and not wake up and go up to where my mother is and my grandad is and my grandmother is. We were all very close. Me and my mother had a very tight bond I'm not really that close with the rest of my family and that's down to them not me .I try .I take medication everyday for add. Ocd.depression. anxiety .ptsd.without my meds I dont know where I would be or if I would still be living .so why am I still here ??