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Today...I... took myself...from...the torments...
that...
voice...was producing...
I decided...
that...
for myself...
a better prospect...to it...
I packed...a bag...lunch...
and...
started...the journey...of this earthly day...
It was...a long experience...to the event...
as...
my journey...actually started...the night before...
I organise...myself prior...to an event...
as the event...
would never...be for seen...other wise...
I do...in writing...this to you...my new friends...if I may...take the liberty...in addressing you as such...
find...this story writing...to you...funny...
but...
truly...not...
quite sad...actually...
but...
please...do not...feel sorrow...for...me...
as...my life...has...become such...that humour...to my actions...with 'voice'...seems...to be the best...solution...to my progress...
Gosh!!!...sorry...to get back to...the story line...
I started to organise my dress...of the day to proceed...as you can gather the night before...
I...completed...six...entire looks...before that night rested...
the 'voice'...:confused:wasn't happy with my appearance...
now...
I say'voice'...
perfection is very hard to obtain...
therefore...
'The Day' eventuated...
two...more outfits...with all the adornments...down to the matching bloomers (undergarments) the colour...to...'voice'...not quite the right shade...nor the moth ridden hole...to the appearance...
bag...already checked...
may i ...suggest...as you are by now probably...aware...by spiritual chatter too...;)
Dogs...(my two precious human forms)...looking in the usual way...hmmm is she talking to us????...oooo better go lay down in the corner...for a wee while...the out going biscuit...will come...sometime...
the order of the day...well known to them...
check...
check...
check...
oooops!!!!!....over check too...
Have you all checked up there...is the orniments facing the right way...
oooo!!!the biscuit is coming...says the dogs...
shes ready to get ooot...
Done...
Sighhhhhhhh....
Dooooon the road...I traverse...
Not a living soul...aware...of the inner turmoils...of this 'voice' to this day of mine...
Good morning I say to this earthly morning...
and...
Peace to it...
in humour...my mind says...;)...perhaps your silent day ...prospers well...for you...
I find myself...with the public transport...
looking...to the individuals...sharing...with me...
Are...you sharing...my world...is the thought...given...
or...
is this bliss...you have as a silent...world to you...pleasant...
I finally arrive...
at...the destination...
I prop the ailing body...on the beach...
sandwich...and...flask...to the bargain...
I look...at the glory...of nature...
for five minutes...I think ;)...
then...
the troublesome...traverse home...
'voice'...having a lovely day oooot...
my human body...sick...ailing...
and...
very sad...
My house...has become...my jail...
I adore...my life...by the way...
but...
'voice'...seems to have another opinion...
The purpose...of this journey...
and...
the pain...to my rheumatism...
was to gain...fodder...for my artistic qualities...
Is it any wonder...my jail...is my penance...
as...
the order...to leave...it...
is...a nightmare...
I look...up...
are you there...
talking to that part of my existence...
that...
helps...
this torment...
My part...
that...
belongs to... the 'Creator'...of all...
there...is...my...solace...
and...
there...eliviates...the turmoil...of...this...infernal...organising by'voice' to me...
I laugh...
but...
not...
whose life is this...
by the way...

in the light of the love...softwhisper(xxhugsxxx)
 
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It is "Your Life" softwhisper as I said in my previous reply.
It can't breath for you, it can't taste, smell, touch, see or hear for you.
It can't pick up a pen and write for you.
It can't enjoy the beauty and spendor of life nor it's pain and suffering.
Whether one voice or more; they can't live our lives for us nor do they.
Pukeko wrote something to me in her reply that the voice I hear could be someone's grandad or that maybe it has dementia.
I have found this grandad part funny and dementia is always a possibility.
Peace to you.
 
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imported_softwhisper

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Your... quite... right... Rabina...
This existence... to our human quality...
Is...
that...
ours...
Stand up...and... be counted for...;)
We will... prosper well...
to keep... our... open airways...
a flow...
I feel...
to share...
the burdens...
'voice'...
does... to us...
is... a quality... unto us...
Live...
Life...
Love...

softwhisper(xxxhugsxxx)
 
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Hello Monika...
nice...to...meet...with...you...
please...be...assured...Monika...
that...
'voice'...too...me...
is...very...much...real...
I...have...a spiritual...approach...
I...was...having...fun...with...myself...when...i...wrote...this...article...
I...do...laugh...at...myself...
it...is...the best way...for...me...
i...have...encountered...lots...of...various...ways...to...deal...with'voice'...
but...
feel...
what...works...for...me...
is...to...
say...
whose...life...is....this...anyway...;)
Im...sure...you...are...aware...
that...
'voice'...
can...take...control...
of...life...
my journey...with'voice'...has...been...long...and...tiresome...
but...
i...do...have...complete...control...of...it..
it...is...best...for...me...to...ignore...
the fowl...obscenities...
leaving...
that...
to...my part...of...'the Creator'...to us...
my pain...
yes...
i do...believe...is...part...of...spiritual energy...
touching...what...they...shouldnt...
it...is...my...awareness...
that...
when...energy...touches...our...body...
it...needs...to be..taken away...
this is...silently...done...
by...'the Creator'...
it...is...also...my awareness...
that...
unfortunately...due...to ...this...
chemicals...are...released...
and...
calcification...of...these...chemicals...causes...the deformaties...we...the rheumatoid...sufferers have...
we...are...helped...by...
medications...
and...
lots...of...new...formulas...
are...
being made...
to...
counter act...this...problem...
which...
i...too...feel...is guidance...from...
'the Creator'...
gone...are...the days...of...poor shrivelled up...people...
now...
i...always...stress...this...is...my...learnings...
no one...else's...
you...have...free....will...
to beleive...or...not...
anyways...
monika...
my'voice'...very real...yes...
and...
very much...out with...my 'bubble'...or...aura...
the blighters...are...
naughty...
though...
i...also...firmly...believe...
that...
energy...in...our...fields...are...ancestors...
now...
depending...on...your...ancestor...
how...
much...
confusion....or discomfort...
they...muster...to us...
but...
im...fully...alert...now...
and...
choose...
to...treat...naughty...as...
that...
this...monika...works...for...me...
i...do...believe...we...have...to work...with...what...we...have...
and...
find...
a compromise...
in...what...works...best...for...self...
much loves your way... softwhisper(xxxhugsxxx)
 
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Hello Monika...

Thank you...for...your...reply...
I...truly...have...my life...in order...dearest friend...
I...simply...adjust...
to...whatever...process...happens...
in...my... life style...
I...take...my accordance...to...each...day...with...gusto...
depending...on...my body...situation...to it...
you...have...the same...understanding...as...i...do...
spiritual energy...hamper...our...growth...
sickness....cause...and...effect...to it...
I...have...learned...to...walk...slowly...in...life...grace...
this...does...not...mean...
that...
my...life...is...of...a negative...approach...
far...from...it...cherish...
i...produce...qualities...of...my...'voice'...of...the'positive voice'...
there...i...find...the solace...to...my...requirements...
true...to...your saying...
'negative voice'...
always...finds...a way...of...trying...to...counter act...
beauty...
in...the simplicity...to it...
i...have...worked...very hard...over...the years...
to be...where...i am now...
and...
my...verse...of...this...topic...
is...
'whose life is it?'...I'm actually refering...to...new...self...saying...out loud...
just...who do you think...you...are...hampering... my growth...
in... a way...sardosim...to... the blighters'voice'...of...negativity...
in...other words...politly...saying...shuve off...
I'm...a survivor...monika cherish...
and...
i... will...be done...
in...meaning...
the old Lily...will...not...be done...by...
i...hold...my head...up...high...now...
and...
say...pffffft!!!!!...
to...
that...
what...hinders...my cause...
you...may...feel...half yourself...dear friend...
but...
that...
half...is...better...
than...
the load...you...had...before...
your...regaining...
that...
which...you...feel...is...lost...to...you...
will...take...its...time...
time...heals...all
and...
each...
has...their...own...time...factor...to..do...this...
healing...
done...in...this...half...measure ...you...feel...is...very...important...
your...half...will...grow...gracefully...
and...
produce...
a true whole...
your colour...
will...shine...in...fullfilment...of...the joy...you...once...had...at...a tender age...
this...
tender age...for...some...may...not...be...a...joy...because...of...mans...values...to it...
but...
the tender...feeling...of...
a childs...wonderment...of...glory...
returns...
to...an...age learner...to.it...
at...sometime...in...their...life...
if...they...adhere...to...truths...well...
true truths...should...be...loving...
it...is...man...
that...
conditions...this...first...atribute...of...it...
our families...
upbringings...
predecessors...
have...
a lot...to...answer...for...
in our...beginings...to...life...
and...
later...life...
is...the cause...of...our...learnings...in...this early state...
we...then...grow...to...an...achievement...of...self...
depending...on...our...learnings...depends...
on...our...self...to...this...later...years...
therefore...
to...my...view...monika...
to...feel...half...self...
tired...pain...
to...have...lost...
that...
half...of...learnings...
that...
have...made...you...tired...
is...a great...progress...
may...not...feel...it...at...present...
the...feeling...may...be...
hey...what?...was...
that...
all...about...
to...shed...
that...
half...
and...
to say...
begone...
that...
what...has...produced...
it...
for...me...
gives...me...the statement...for...self...in...saying...'im a survivor'...
my art...is...my delight...monika...
craft...too....
but...
also...
my writings...
i never...have...a dull moment...;)
live...
life...
laugh...
love...

Gosh...sometimes i read...back...and...think...ooooo whoooshy...
to...feel...whoooooshy...
is...my achievement...
lots...of...hard...work...with...self...in...accordance...of...higher self...to it...
life...is...grand...to...me...monika dear friend...
but...the achievement...to it...
has...been...hell...

peace...love...harmony...to...your...tired...half...of...self...cherish...
taking...your...quality...of...it...to..its...rightful existence...
softwhisper(xxxhugsxxx)
 
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me when i do read those new age sites discribing it, it rather reminds me of brainwashing
I see new-age cults more into brainwashing, but the new-age sites are Gaslighting people to gain control over them.
dont take this wrong please, in the community of the alien abductees there is also a huge debate if the aliens are good or evil , but finally , nomatter if it is aliens or anything else, nobody asked for it and it breaks lives in pieces ..., if all this would be done to a person by some other person, it would be considered a crime ..., but if it is considered done by higher spiritual forces or aliens, than many of who go trough it apoligize it , even find it tender and lovefull
Whether it be aliens or ghost / spirit Beliefs it gives the person a direction to fight i don't see any harm in it:)
 
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I...seem...to...have...way...layed...an...answer...Monika...
sorry...
life...takes...hold...at...times...
UFO s...
I...have...encountered...such...
many...years...ago...
quite...
startling...
the experience...
was...very...close...in...proximity...
and...
witnessed...
a far...by...many...
later...proof...on...tv...
i...looked...in...awe...
and...
thought...
oh...gosh...im...being..observed...here...
and...
no one...is...about...
it...was...an...air born...instrument...
that...
revolved...
i...know...
this...
as...it...had...a window...
of...
sorts...
which...came...around...
and...
showed...a figure...there...
looking...
i...was..transfixed...to...the spot...
it...went...backwards...
and...
shot...off...two...orbs...
later..in..life...
moving...to...
Australia...
i...have...come...across...
six...instances...
of...
similar...
effects...
once...
i...walked...in...the early hours...
of...
the morning...
to be...told...
that...
my weight...
was...too...entense...to...lift...
i...walked...home...
in...a state...of...air...born...
i..recall...
a...UFO...aircraft...
hovering...over...my...house...
and...
the same...
'we...cant...get...to...her'...
i...dearly...wanted...to...go...
but...
some how...
another day dawned...

softwhisper (xxxhugsxxx)
 
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terri

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I...seem...to...have...way...layed...an...answer...Monika...
sorry...
life...takes...hold...at...times...
UFO s...
I...have...encountered...such...
many...years...ago...
quite...
startling...
the experience...
was...very...close...in...proximity...
and...
witnessed...
a far...by...many...
later...proof...on...tv...
i...looked...in...awe...
and...
thought...
oh...gosh...im...being..observed...here...
and...
no one...is...about...
it...was...an...air born...instrument...
that...
revolved...
i...know...
this...
as...it...had...a window...
of...
sorts...
which...came...around...
and...
showed...a figure...there...
looking...
i...was..transfixed...to...the spot...
it...went...backwards...
and...
shot...off...two...orbs...
later..in..life...
moving...to...
Australia...
i...have...come...across...
six...instances...
of...
similar...
effects...
once...
i...walked...in...the early hours...
of...
the morning...
to be...told...
that...
my weight...
was...too...entense...to...lift...
i...walked...home...
in...a state...of...air...born...
i..recall...
a...UFO...aircraft...
hovering...over...my...house...
and...
the same...
'we...cant...get...to...her'...
i...dearly...wanted...to...go...
but...
some how...
another day dawned...

softwhisper (xxxhugsxxx)
I really do not believe how you have coped and i feel you are come through and I think you are absolutely blooming amazing and I hope you dont care any more though I would really like to know where you are from originally and if you do not want to answer my guess is from the old uk not far from around me because you know what softwhisper I did not half want to travel well over to australia and i was not half guided towards the rotten ol bishop through the church of england it does not appear to me that you got the pope and i got the archbishop of canterbury and my old friend janice who was so religious it was so unbelievable and you know what she did of course you do not she sold her house did not desert her family and her grand children not for nothing and when she got there over to africa she gave away literally all her money to NOT A LOT OF PEOPLE WITH NOT A LOT OF MONEY so for gods sake all you people out there do not do that and now those people out there not those who rathr stole her money and caused her lots of not awful stressful situations not for nothing have had a rather not nice collection to get her travelling home again and you know something else her family do not want her now and she has no where else to stay so i have offered her a bedroom at my house and she has not accpeted and i know that he rather went off church after lots and lots of tantric via that via i once told cal about and now she has no money whatsoever and i really feel there was nothing i could do to help her although she was on bended knees to that chap to help her out and now i have rather gone through quite a lot of very difficult things and now i had no vehicle because my keys were knicked through not a lot of apportage ooh rrrr and now my passport has literally gone the same way so i do not stop in england not for nothing though i do not stop planning and am thinking of doing something not stupid like going off and rather tackling not a lot of scotland though, now i am getting a smeell of something not pleasant like someones got rather a lot of diahorrea and it had better not bee terry isms and what so more ..... I do not po not now and now i am far too hot to sit here any longer because the central heating is not on and i am rather rather boiling hot as i am sure your note and now dear not softwhisper not any longer i say not goodbye or adieu i am not back not for long though because all this intervoice makes me feel rather than not going back i am gonna not stay around any longer lots of lush and lots of gob bleeses and i am not halfg happy i am now feeling loads and loads better and as i was saying with cal in my previous post my not my beloved not for noting lifted me into the helicopter and the sky was absolutely full of a great black man and was that not absolutely fabulous and i love you so much with all my heart and soul and will never ever leave you never again and i know youare fantastic and a fabulous medium thp8iugh id drle;akdls;djdksldkd akd dksjd;d id really like to have time out because it does not half make me everso poorly physically that is and not at all mentally and i end up feeling like i am rather not at the top of the pile and all the sickness of the world rather ends up upon me after i have been doing rather a lot of faith healing and rather a lot of aport6aging and rather a lot of bilocating so do pleae tell me how do you feel because you have never said not like some and not like cal and rather a lot of my old friends have rather deserted me now because while i was passing everything rtather around they got rather jealous because i passed it through terry isms and then he passed it through to lots of lonely old people and lots of men and women who he loved and then he passed it all throug those lovely child;ren who need help
 
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Dearest Terri...

You...are...going...
through...a rather...cruel...period...
of...
'voice'...
in focusing...
your clarity...
to me...
it is... becoming ...clearer...
bless you...
to...go...with...your...beloved...
is...a beautiful...thing...to do...
but...
really...we...must...
remember...
to ground...ourselves...
afterwards...
your...beloved...feels...your...trauma...
and...
so...does...others...
therefore...
in their...assistance...to...you...
more ...confusion...rains...on...you...
dry...those...waters...(((((cherish)))))...
we...have...purpose...Terri...
try...not...to...let...them...control...you...sweety...
they...do...
and...
then...we...fall...down...
become...hot...as...you...say...
as...they...home...in...on...our...space...
they...probably...dont...mean...harm...
the ones...we...love...
but...
it...is...the would B's...
that...cause...pain...lack...
of...
clarification...
then...
malfunction...to...our...daily...performance...
i...was...born...Scotland...
Terri...
The old country...as...you...say...;)
i...have...lived...over...here...21 years...
please...remember...your...sparkle...cherish...
we...all...have...one...
waiting...
to...light...
when...
it...doesn't...
show...a clear...ignition...
if...
we...ask...
we...receive...
much...loves...your...way...softwhisper(xxxhugsxxx)
 
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Good morning Monika...

For...my...read...
of...
your...
entries...
I...see...a similar...approach...
you...talk...about...abduction...
and...
things...to...follow...
I...was...never...actually...abducted...as...such...
simply...
telepathic...communications...
i...look...to...your...username...(mindgames)...
and...
wonder...why...?
is...there...a...connection...there...
I...have...had...lots...
of...
experiences...with...what...earth...terms...aliens...
in...fact...have...portrayed...their...images...to...paper...
im....an....artist...
i...have...recieved...healing...from...
creatures...from...other...planets...
if...
one...
can...say...
that...anything...can...perform...healing...
other...
than...
Our Creator...
to...my mind...
those...
that...do...
either...in...human...form...
or...tuther...
are...simply...levers...
of...
the eternal flame...to...life...
i...hark...back...to...your...similar...view...
of...
pain...
be...that...of...any...kind...
that...
leads...to...any sort...
of...
malfunction...
if...
indeed...
an alien...in...the spiritual sense...
by...which...i...mean...has...lived....before...
and...now...has...transgressed...to...soul...energy...
touches...our...human...form...
then...we...do...suffer...
all...
those...complaints...you...have...noted...
i...do...believe...there...is...life...
on...other...sources...
other...than...earth...
and...much...more...
but...
this...is...an...observation...
of...
my soul learning...
i do...not...read...books...
nor...answer...quotes...
im...a firm believer...in...soul observation...
we...all...hold..the answers...
to...
what...we....wish...to...know...
i...have...travelled...far...beyond...earth...
in...my...value...to...the Creator...
seeking...truths...
now...you...may...say...
who...?
indeed...knows...The Truth...
well...in...my humble...opinion...
truth...is...in...the eye...of...the beholden...
we...prosper...well...
when...we...can...adapt...to...trust...
to...adhere...to...this...trust...
takes...mighty...patience...
and...
mighty...washes...
of...
that...
which...would...like...to...interfere...
with...our...progress...
mans...betterment...
we...take...meaning...
of...life...
if...we...accept...to...self...
a better...prospect...of...a...positive...notion...
but...
as...I...have...said...many...times...
life...for...some...is...far...from...it...
that...
i...feel...is...soul...purpose...
to...give...assistance...in...a positive...manner...
of...
lifes...own..transferses...
enabling...others...to...see...
that...
hey...
yes...
we...can...become...whole...again...
takes...mighty...work...
but...
worth...the try...
i...have...lived...many...travels...
many...
that...
would...make...your...hair...stand...on...end...
and...
many...
that...
would...wash...you...over...
with...the most...beautiful...feeling...
of...soft...gentle...rays...
cleansing...purpose...to...continue...
there...is...always...a...purpose...
mine...I...feel...is..to...
write...
art...
but...
most...of...all...
to...enjoy...life...to...me...
my life...
was...not...worth...
but...
now...is...
to...share...is...my delight...
therefore...
i feel...
in turning this wheel of new life...
gives...
my purpose...its...rightful...accordance...
we...were...not...born...
to...hate...
conflict...
and...
I wont go there...
much loves to you Monika...
I do have many experiences with life other than man we know of...
some day...I ...will share...
softwhisper(xxxhugsxxx)
 
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