- Apr 7, 2009
I suffered post natal depression and subsequently believed i was so wretched and worthless that my son was better off away from me.
I went off the rails and spent years within the controlling world of a gang culture who i believed were friends, when i got the courage to leave i had to start all over and face up to my past, and build a relationship with my son.
that led to my emotional overload and work stresses pushed me over the edge...I asked for help and am on meds now and CBT but even when i am more human again whos gonna want me? I have nothing to offer, I cant forgive my past so how could anyone else?
Im not looking here for forgiveness, just hope.