Who feels like this, leave me alone. I know, so please enough

jonjon

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I have brain injury, bad accident left in constant pain, so MH, well right now, yeh MH.

Accident, caused brain injury to say hello

Pushed and pushed, get help,

In out mh hospital, pain cant cope.

Deal with it, cant take pain killers.

3 overdoses, liver goosed, multiple suicide attempts.


Pain, I dont deal with, part is nerve, so old brain injury kicks in.

NHS are mince.

Still pushed pushed get help.

Ok.

No, just no. Open up past. No, that no helping.

Must go back, blocked out injury... open up... boom.

No no, brother did it.

Leave it. No no must go... no no

Need left alone, no no. Too much there. I am worse.

Am worse now than past. Am freaking.

I need help, but no, am going over edge,

So no.
 
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Sleep so much as I cant cope. Marriage on rocks. But love of life keeps on, must keep going, no.

Sleep, in pain, she cant cope, recently finds out, ok, now back, am a lazy git, sleep,

Back to hiding pain. Back to hearing me talking, back to not sure, look around, scared.

Am admitting stuff, feel a fool, back, no idea. Keep wanting to go home, this is my home.

Lost. Scared to call MH, as hate being inside.

Understand what, no, I dont want opened up.

I know am not well. But am home, I need right people to understand, I'll get better, here, no pressure, know those in love understand
 
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Wish so wish this never happened to me. One day kinda ok. Next, gone.

Even feel good, and easy pushed over, usually me
 
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So happy, all life.

Grandkids, so depressed, love them, one day like all granddads, I'll be gone, am feeling like I have done 8n oast. Now know signs.


Too much for one brain, lost most pals.

Brother, no help, sister, cant cope, wife leaving, no one.

Cant OD, no painkillers,
 
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