- Mar 2, 2021
- HI, USA
i had a mental breakdown 2 months ago, and it just ended about a week ago. I was extremly unstable, and experiencing psychotic delusions. Way more than my usual, like, literally every 15 seconds, my mood would change drastically. I would go from screaming in rage to crying to calm in less than one minute. (Not an exaggeration) Now, it is all over, and i feel numb. It does not feel normal to me. I know how horrible those mood swings were, but i never feel this numb. Will my emotions ever come back? I hate to say, but i'm so used to the unstable version of myself, it feels normal and i miss it. I just want my emotions back, this is hell on earth and it's so much worse than the explosive mood swings.