- Aug 20, 2021
Tawny, I'm sitting here thinking about my father. He died on this date. I tried to take care of him when he was ill. I made many terrible mistakes, I was the one who thought I was doing the right thing for him. I failed him, I was stupid I can't believe how stupid I was. When bad memories come I try to think of something else. We unfortunately can't go back, your a kind person, I wish I could meet you. I'm sorry you're feeling like this.Actually, that's BS i care too much, i must do because otherwise i would not feel so much physical pain from these memories. I have done many things wrong and the embarrassment is immense.