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Nutter_09
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I feel addicted to this site now i have found it. It's like you can ask any quesion without being judged.
I have been signed off for the last 2 weeks. My doc said to take it week by week and today is my last day. I am feeling slightly better in myself but i believe this is due to the fact that i didn't have to get up and face work. I have just made an app to re-asses things and am not sure if i am ready to return yet. Last night I made the decision to get up this morning and go in, get it over with - but was up and down all night, night sweats the lot worrying.
I feel so guilty because of being off but am terrified of going back incase i stuff up, do something wrong, snap at people etc. I only work as a receptionist in a large school but do have a lot of people in and out demanding things and I have already stuffed things up so much. I am very sensitive to these things and know if i do, i will be a total mess.
Should i put myself through this yet??
My family think i am totally stupid and can't even try to understand. They get frustrated if i just stay in bed all day, but then if i do feel like going for a walk or a quiet meal with some close friends, i am judged as being "fine" and should be at work. I can't seem to win.
I really need some advice before i see my doc again.
Thanks
I have been signed off for the last 2 weeks. My doc said to take it week by week and today is my last day. I am feeling slightly better in myself but i believe this is due to the fact that i didn't have to get up and face work. I have just made an app to re-asses things and am not sure if i am ready to return yet. Last night I made the decision to get up this morning and go in, get it over with - but was up and down all night, night sweats the lot worrying.
I feel so guilty because of being off but am terrified of going back incase i stuff up, do something wrong, snap at people etc. I only work as a receptionist in a large school but do have a lot of people in and out demanding things and I have already stuffed things up so much. I am very sensitive to these things and know if i do, i will be a total mess.
Should i put myself through this yet??
My family think i am totally stupid and can't even try to understand. They get frustrated if i just stay in bed all day, but then if i do feel like going for a walk or a quiet meal with some close friends, i am judged as being "fine" and should be at work. I can't seem to win.
I really need some advice before i see my doc again.
Thanks
