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When things are tough-describe how you feel with a sentence...

shaky

shaky

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Confused.
I have had an intense day today - visiting a wise man, but a man who is persecuted.
And other stuff.

I feel sort of pleased
Yet frustrated
Excited
Yet disappointed

Confused.

I need rest, but it is hard to sleep when the mind is so active.
 
Lincoln1990

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Wishing I could go into the hospital for medication changes but my birthday is tomorrow (the 12th) and I don't want to spend another birthday in the hospital. And I would definitely be sent to the state hospital and I would miss Christmas. Having sooooo many problems right now and I had to skip therapy this week :cry:
 
Lincoln1990

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I do not want tomorrow to come...it's still Friday here...that means I will be closer to 30 than I am to 20 and it scares me that I will forever be like this...haven't left the house in almost 2 weeks...extremely upset and wish I could skip tomorrow...guilty I feel this way but can't help the way I feel...I want to feel better but I don't see how I will in the foreseeable future.
 
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I'm sorry it has been so horrible with the medication changes. I can't even imagine how it must feel for you both mentally and physically.

I know you aren't looking forward to it but Happy Birthday xxx
 
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Ugh
Feel so crappy and negative today, and tired. Was hyper yesterday.
Sodding periods.
Hormones are the pits.
 
Lincoln1990

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I'm sorry it has been so horrible with the medication changes. I can't even imagine how it must feel for you both mentally and physically.

I know you aren't looking forward to it but Happy Birthday xxx
Thank you.

My dad made me feel extremely unimportant today so I'm hiding in my room even though it's my birthday.
 
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Thank you.

My dad made me feel extremely unimportant today so I'm hiding in my room even though it's my birthday.
Oh no :( :hug1:'s

Sorry your Dad has made you feel extremely unimportant.

I think you are important if that helps in any way.

xxx
 
Lincoln1990

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Oh no :( :hug1:'s

Sorry your Dad has made you feel extremely unimportant.

I think you are important if that helps in any way.

xxx
Thank you.

I got to talk to my brother for a bit. I haven't talked to him since he left for university 2 weeks ago. It always makes me happy to talk to him.
 
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Thank you.

I got to talk to my brother for a bit. I haven't talked to him since he left for university 2 weeks ago. It always makes me happy to talk to him.
I'm glad that you have been able to talk to your brother :D xxx
 
shaky

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I don't know :unsure:

This morning I was serene
I went for a run
Felt good

Played board game this afternoon
But my serenity changed into something more troubling
Now I am a bit irritated - mainly because I don't know what I'm supposed to be doing

What is going to happen next?

I'm worried about SH

Oh
And I didn't take any medication last night :unsure:
 
shaky

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Now I'm getting pissed of with someone on facebook

Bloody people who think London is the only place in Britain
Probably doesn't even know where Liverpool is
Twat


Where did this anger come from?
I was feeling so good this morning
:unsure:
 
shaky

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I didn't take any Risperidone last night

And today my mood has been unpredictable
Wonder why that is?

Not sure what to take tonight
Just don't know


At times I think I am waking up from being a clone like the rest of the world
Thinking in the same way
Stuck in the delusion that we call modern life

And at other times I wonder if I am actually mad
And in need of help

Where is cpuusage when you need him?
 
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It might be the reason, you never know xx
 
RainbowHeartz

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pissed off when i stutter during strong opinions and then mind wont let me get it out, so i take to long then forget and then well fucking angry then cuz i never got my strong opinion or view out, and this to me is torture
 
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