- Jul 2, 2020
I’ve had depression my entire life and i feel like there is definitely something wrong with me, like maybe a personality disorder. I have a hard time connecting with people. I rarely do. When I do thought I find when someone hurts me, even making me suffer through a minor miscommunication or one bad comment I automatically don’t seem to care for them. I’m not easy to be friends with. People put up with me but I don’t put up with anyone. Even if I know they deserve better I can’t seem to make myself care about maintaining a friendship with them. this makes me wonder if i truly care for people. I don’t know if I truly love anyone because I automatically feel completely disconnected to people when they hurt me.