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What's wrong with me?

bpd2020

bpd2020

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I am sorry you are hurting. Would it help to talk about how you are feeling?
 
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Zaz

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Try to focus on what's right with you 🙂
 
bpd2020

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You have such a lot going on. It sounds like it is all overwhelming you. Would it help to write each issue down? I am wondering if that will give you evidence that they are the issues and may stop your emotions spiralling.
 
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Vegay

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I just hate myself. I don't want to be me and I don't want to think or feel anymore. I can't even remember when I last felt okay. I try so hard, I really do but it's never good enough. I've never been good enough for anything or anyone.
I can't fake it anymore
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bpd2020

bpd2020

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You do not need to fake it on here. I understand your pain. You hate yourself because you have never been shown anything else. You can hate that you are in pain and have bpd but you as a person is nothing to hate. It is hard to feel such intense emotions. You do not have to be good enough for anybody. You are you and that is great.
 
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