I really don't know what my problem is. I was diagnosed with scitzo-affective disorder depressive type but I am not sure what my problem is anymore. I stopped taking all my tablets for my heart conditions and mental health a few months ago and it was not until I got really ill both with my heart and mental health my family found out. Since then they have been supervising me take my tablets every day and things got so much better. The voices calmed down and I felt on top of the world and could do anything. I cancelled my heart checkup cos I felt I did not need them anymore and was going to cancel my benefits as well and look for a job but my family stopped me and my dr said I was too ill to get a job. Unfortunatly I seemed to have crashed and burned. I no longer am motivated to do the things I was doing and I feel so depressed I want to die as the voices as on my case 24/7. My spending had got out of control and now I am left with all the debt so I just am sitting here tonight feeling like I just want to end it all as I think things will never get better.