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What's Wrong With Me????

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akg69

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I had to call in sick halfway through the day today. I was at a job and then went into a panic and anxiety vacuum where the urge to run away was just too much.

I feel so pathetic and worthless.

I've not been in the job that long and it's something I've spent a lot of money training for and I've now been given such a great opportunity with a firm and I just can't seem to keep it together.

It's been like this my whole life. Giving up on stuff and never seeing anything through. Jobs. Relationships. Friendships. Hobbies. Interests. I jack them all in and run away to do something else or find a new relationship or hobby. And as soon as I get it, that's it, the cycle clicks back into form.

I don't want to lose my job or the life I'm building but I can feel the cycle starting to repeat itself and I don't know what to do :(((((((
 
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FuzzyPeach

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See a counselor to find out why.
 
SomersetScorpio

SomersetScorpio

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Sounds as though you might have had a panic or anxiety attack earlier.
I think Peach is onto something - if this is a repeating theme in your life then maybe there are underlying issues to be explored.
Perhaps a fear of commitment or being tied down? I don't know - i'm not qualified. But I do think it's worth trying to see what you can uncover and may help you in future.
 
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bonobo

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You sound really similar to me :low:
 
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