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What's the point!?

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Chelseacheese

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Some of you may have read my story

I have been battling with depression for 5 years I have been under the mental health crisis team from new years day and I was discharged Thursday.

My boyfriend, ex now was just far too clingy he suffocated me but he adores me treats me like a princess. I asked for some space and he ended it. I don't know if its for the best or not, I probably is. I have been a bit happier In a sense since the break up

There is this other guy who I have been on and off with for 4 years. he other day he poured his heart out saying he wants us to be together one day blah blah blah proper deep stuff. We met up last night went out to town had a laugh and had sex. today he left pretty much straight away and now says we should leave it at that!

My ex has just been round to drop my stuff round, probably the last time I'll see him. A break up hurts no matter what the circumstances

I have no money

I have a gambling problem

I don't speak to my parents about anything, the atmosphere in the house all the time is horrendous

I have a few friends but I never see them

I'm on and off on and off my meds

I feel horrendous

I want it to stop. I want to get away from everything. it all hurts too much!!
 
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Fuck this chelsea cheese im obease and i feel same as u. I think its shit but take it slow for abit while u heal if its possible. I have girlfriend n we been thru sum shit and i gt money problems too gambling addiction to clash of clans. I watched katie hopkins fat program and i went to bed feeling happy then i woke up feeling sweet but i needed to reach out and i felt too reluctant like there was no one there but if i did reach out i would of felt positive. Im learning to do more positive actions.
 
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Sounds like u need some more money cant u claim extra benefit??
 
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My mum is also very selfish and mean - i think u need soothing but i cant do that from here but i hope something changes within u or for u i hope u scream and rage and destroy everything untill u are well and strong coz thats wot i feel like doing
 
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But im not trying to gode u im just saying what i feel :( goodbye
 
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Chelseacheese

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I'm feeling so rubbish. I just want to go now. It's too much and I don't want to deal with any more of this shit
 
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Chelseacheese

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okay so I have been admitted to a mental ward now :(
 
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