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Tainted
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Hello all
I'm loving it, but a bit worried!
I suffer from depression, but today (and I haven't felt like this before) I feel great. Although I know this is a healthy feeling, it's actually getting in the way. I don't know if this is because I am getting better and am not used to this feeling or if there is more to it.
I am at work at the moment and I can not sit at my desk (apart from now whilst writing this). I am walking around everywhere going outside for cigarettes a lot. I'm thinking now as to how I can go outside for another without people questioning why I am not at my desk much today.
I haven't slept much for the last few nights either. I usually can not get enough sleep. whilst I am enjoying being awake a lot and feeling like this, is this normal?

I am seeing my cpn in a couple of hours and am trying to calm down before I see her.
Just wondered what people think. Is it possible that I haven't felt "good" for such a long time that it is a bit of a shock to the system?
I'm loving it, but a bit worried!
I suffer from depression, but today (and I haven't felt like this before) I feel great. Although I know this is a healthy feeling, it's actually getting in the way. I don't know if this is because I am getting better and am not used to this feeling or if there is more to it.
I am at work at the moment and I can not sit at my desk (apart from now whilst writing this). I am walking around everywhere going outside for cigarettes a lot. I'm thinking now as to how I can go outside for another without people questioning why I am not at my desk much today.
I haven't slept much for the last few nights either. I usually can not get enough sleep. whilst I am enjoying being awake a lot and feeling like this, is this normal?


I am seeing my cpn in a couple of hours and am trying to calm down before I see her.
Just wondered what people think. Is it possible that I haven't felt "good" for such a long time that it is a bit of a shock to the system?