- Dec 6, 2014
So I'm on a 72 hour observation thing while still being in my home. They come out to see me every day and I have phone contact with them whenever I want. It was my first meeting today and I wasn't completely honest with the man who came round. He was talking to me about how I was feeling and my suicidal thoughts, he didn't specifically ask me if I had tried anything or attempted to try anything but I didn't tell him either. Saturday morning about 6am I had been awake for about 2 hours due to my bad sleep pattern and my thoughts were terrible. I was just feeling worthless and didn't know how to carry on, I brought myself into my kitchen where my meds are kept. I took them out of the box and got a whole load of other pills and was about to pop the first one out so I could start te process when I heard someone coming downstairs. I quickly shoved them all back because I didn't want to be caught that was one of the reasons I did it early in the morning. But then when the guy came today I had gotten it into my head that I couldn't tell him, I don't know why I just thought I couldn't. However I have decided that when I see him tomorrow I will tell him. What will he do from this? I know I need help so I just want to take it!
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