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What was wrong with me in childhood

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At school and before starting shool I was never playing with the children. I felt nothing when I tryed to play and interract with them. It felt fake and sometimes I was faking it to socialize with them but very rare. I was not like them. They were all playing. I think I was depressed and I did not know it. As I grow up a little I always wanted to do only practical things otherwise I will feel very sad and wordless. Again, everyone happy playing pc games watching TV etc. I could not do those things, only seeing the others doing those things will make me sad and I run away from them to not go deeper into sadness.
 
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I was unable to relate to other children too. I always felt I was much more mature then they were. It could be you were depressed then. Was there anything going on at home to make you unhappy?
 
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My mother used to tell me I was very mature at a young age. Could be this and could be depression too. There were lots of things going on in my family that could make a child unhappy but I felt detached and not unhappy because of them and I accepted the situation the way it was.
 
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That makes sense. If there were things going on at home you would be forced to grow up quicker then other children.
 
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