- Jun 24, 2020
At school and before starting shool I was never playing with the children. I felt nothing when I tryed to play and interract with them. It felt fake and sometimes I was faking it to socialize with them but very rare. I was not like them. They were all playing. I think I was depressed and I did not know it. As I grow up a little I always wanted to do only practical things otherwise I will feel very sad and wordless. Again, everyone happy playing pc games watching TV etc. I could not do those things, only seeing the others doing those things will make me sad and I run away from them to not go deeper into sadness.