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What is wrong with me..

Justafriend95

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Congrats on the 41 days! :cheer:

I don't have experience with rock climbing, but we all tend to engage in risky behavior of some sort from time to time. It's human nature. Hope you don't feel bad about it!
Thanks, I am not so proud of myself but I'm glad your happy for me..

I tend to engage risky behavior a lot.. ending up doing stupid stuff.. I know it's really dangerous but I don't care at that moment.. like I'm not 100% aware of what I'm doing..

I worry about that a lot.. what if it goes wrong?
 
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Thanks, I am not so proud of myself but I'm glad your happy for me..I tend to engage risky behavior a lot.. ending up doing stupid stuff.. I know it's really dangerous but I don't care at that moment.. like I'm not 100% aware of what I'm doing..I worry about that a lot.. what if it goes wrong?
If you have someone you can check in with about the risky stuff, it's helpful. When in doubt about something, stop and run it by your friends. Ask them if it's too crazy before you do it. Sometimes it helps to get feedback from others if you're not sure.
 
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It's a little hard because I see it as dangerous after i'v done it..

But I will try. Thanks
If you have someone you can check in with about the risky stuff, it's helpful. When in doubt about something, stop and run it by your friends. Ask them if it's too crazy before you do it. Sometimes it helps to get feedback from others if you're not sure.
 
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Today feels like I'm in a balloon.. everything around me fades away.. I hear myself breath, feel my heart beating but it's like I'm not here..

I try to keep smiling and be friendly but I think I miss most of the people and am to far away to stay smiling..

Feel so numb..
 
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Lovely pictures. The monkey's really made me smile, beautiful. Well done 😊
 
Justafriend95

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Talked to my mom on the phone today.. did tell her about the things I felt this 7 weeks and that is was really hard.

I told her that I'm so tired and that I'm scarred to come home and go to school again. Because I feel like I have no power left..

Never told my mom anything but she is the best mom ever.. I wanted to tell her.
 
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It's the middle of the night and I feel high like hell... My mind is flipping
 
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Sorry to hear it. I'm surprised you're online though. When I have insomnia, worst thing I can do is go online or turn on the TV. It's early afternoon here.
 
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Sorry to hear it. I'm surprised you're online though. When I have insomnia, worst thing I can do is go online or turn on the TV. It's early afternoon here.
Yes it's like 1:17 at night.. so yeah it's late.. I know but my brain is so restless..

Want to run.. but I can't it's to dangerous and I hate running.. but I feel like running...
 
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Yes it's like 1:17 at night.. so yeah it's late.. I know but my brain is so restless..Want to run.. but I can't it's to dangerous and I hate running.. but I feel like running...
Maybe you could walk quickly around the house (inside I mean) and get a few laps in that way to burn off some of that energy.
 
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Maybe you could walk quickly around the house (inside I mean) and get a few laps in that way to burn off some of that energy.
I would like to but the only room I have is my bedroom and j is already sleeping don't want to wake him up...

I'm going to take sleep medication.. maybe I will fall asleep..
 
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I would like to but the only room I have is my bedroom and j is already sleeping don't want to wake him up...I'm going to take sleep medication.. maybe I will fall asleep..
Oh, I see. Careful with the meds; they never work for me. Hope you get some rest!
 
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