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What is wrong with me..

Justafriend95

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Just love the pictures thank you Where are you vacationing?
I saw I didn't replay to your question. Sorry my head is sometimes a bit to cloudy to read everything well..

I started 5 weeks ago in Thailand an 2 weeks ago I started indonasia. Bali, nusa panida, gili meno en now Lombok 😉 2 weeks left here and than back to Bali --> flight to Bangkok ---> flight to the Netherlands ---> Train 3 hours ---> sleeping in my own big bed again.
 
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How's the mouse situation, hun?

Any hope of sleep yet? x
 
Justafriend95

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How's the mouse situation, hun?

Any hope of sleep yet? x
Thanks for asking. We will see tonight if it gets back. I really hope he doesn't.

Last night I pushed J to the edge of his side of the bed so I could spoon him. That was so I didn't get wood in my hair and face.

Did sleep for 1 hour and then the moskee started praying. So not a lot of sleep.
 
Justafriend95

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Today we had a tour guide with us. We where going to the waterfalls and some plantations.
It was super fun. We walked in rice fields and the most beautiful views.

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So my day was nice.

Now I'm a bit less happy.. found out i'v got herpes.. idk how because I only slept with my husband. I did read that you can get it when someone who has herpes like on there mouth kisses you. Even if they haven't a blister anymore..

Thinks one of the little kids give it to me. She had a blister on her lip once.. so maybe when she kissed me goodbye idk.

All I know is that I'm infected now and thats the reason for my inflammations all the time. It hurts and itches ass hell.. why is it always me having the bad luck 😭😭😭😭

Am not ashamed of it but I feel really stupid..
 
Justafriend95

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I'm feeling really low.. my head started hurting again. I'm restless... Im sucking my thumb a lot..
Also an addiction, but it keeps me calm most of the time. No time for shame.

Try to cheer myself up but I'm just not in the mood.. just want to sleep too escape from reality...
 
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wow more stunning photos
photography talent as well !
you are a great artist

:love:
 
Justafriend95

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wow more stunning photos
photography talent as well !
you are a great artist

:love:
Took them with my phone.. my camera has more beautiful pictures 🤣 made a FOTO of myself in front of the waterfall. You only see my back.. but didn't want to get trubble on the forum so didn't place it 😅

Thanks for your compliments. You are great 🥰
 
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maybe ask them if you can post a picture with your back :loveshower:
 
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oh ok, maybe you can post that on social media
if you have an account somewhere

:hug5:
 
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oh thats great you are using social media as well !
different outlets for different things
I do that as well

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Justafriend95

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oh thats great you are using social media as well !
different outlets for different things
I do that as well

:love:
Yes I have multiple accounts 1 for photography, 1 for myself, 1 for art, 1 for this travel journey. It's just the thing I can't share because of the private rule

So yeah.. understand that rule but sometimes it's a bummer 😂

My story's /poems I write here. Feelings and stuff to.. so yeah different mediums
 
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