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confussedgirl
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I have been wondering this for about 6months, if i am depressed or maybe manic depressed and would like anyone who suffers if they can relate to this. I started feeling down but i thought this was because i was unemployed and was in a troubled relationship. But then it got worst to the point where i couldnt leave the house cos i was too depressed and anxious. These has been improving but I still dont feel myself. Sometimes my mind is racing,i cant think straight, i will go to bed and lay awake and tap my foot or get out of bed and pace around. usually i can sleep by 4 and get up at 10ish.
Other emotions i felt are no motivation, no patience, losing my temper, cant concentrate on anything, I felt happy for a few days but it was maybe too happy like i couldnt contain it, I was like "yes I can do it!", I seem to feel emotion to the extreme. I have days when I want to shut myself away from the world and other days when I want to motivate myself, plan something, but i never go through with these things. I dont go out much and scared to drive my car. I cant make decisions ever and it become a problem any thoughts welcome oh and I dont really like docs thats why i havent been x
Other emotions i felt are no motivation, no patience, losing my temper, cant concentrate on anything, I felt happy for a few days but it was maybe too happy like i couldnt contain it, I was like "yes I can do it!", I seem to feel emotion to the extreme. I have days when I want to shut myself away from the world and other days when I want to motivate myself, plan something, but i never go through with these things. I dont go out much and scared to drive my car. I cant make decisions ever and it become a problem any thoughts welcome oh and I dont really like docs thats why i havent been x