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What is the strongest Drug/ Drink you've ever had? And why would you or wouldn't you do it again?

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What is the strongest Drug/ Drink you've ever had? And why would you or wouldn't you do it again?

That's a hard one for me to say as I've been on several combinations of things before. But I would say the thing that caused me the most distress was some MJ that I got ahold of that was laced. I believe it was laced with embalming fluid as it instantly turned my whole body COLD. It felt like my soul left my body a cold empty shell. It did happen to be winter at the time but this was a coldness like I have never experienced. It made me convulse and feel like my heart was going to die. For the first time in years I began praying. I prayed not to die as I felt like I had more to do with my life and I had so much to live for. Once I was able I hugged the space heater that was running in my room. It was so hot I could feel it burning my skin but it wouldn't warm me up. Ive done some reading on the subject and some sources claim that formaldehyde will make you cold like that, however some sources say that "embalming fluid" is slang for angel dust or heroin. I've smoked heroin before and I know that wasn't it. I also had another experience with laced weed which made me trip balls and I assume that was angel dust. If I ever get forewarned that what I'm about to smoke is embalming fluid there is NO WAY I would ever do that again. But that's the trouble with buying weed on the street. You never know what's in it. Ive gotten laced weed at least 3 times before. That's where I got my experience with heroin, I got some green that was supposed to be BOMB ASS weed, turns out it was laced with heroin.
 
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Hey, interesting thread. After I was diagnosed with a mental health condition (psychosis not yet defined), I was only offered therapy and not medication for my condition. My mental state deteriorated so I started using both illicit drugs and alcohol as a means to cope. This was a decade ago and I still remember what it felt like using coke and speed and the warm rush it could give me and I would feel elation even though normally I was depressed and withdrawn most of the other times. However in hindsight now, I can easily see how this substance abuse greatly contributed to the downward spiral in my mental health status. I was later diagnosed with clinical depression and paranoid schizophrenia (once I stopped taking the drugs).
Looking back, there is no way in heck I would ever do it again... ever. It cost me my job, my health, my home and my family and friends.
 
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However in hindsight now, I can easily see how this substance abuse greatly contributed to the downward spiral in my mental health status.
This really resonated with me. I think my drug and alcohol abuse did the same to me. Especially magic mushrooms. I haven't felt right since I first took them. They were fun, and before I die I would like to try them again. But the cost is severe, not monetarily but mentally, spiritually.
 
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The only time I've really 'tripped' on a substance was Salvia Divinorum (Diviner's Sage). At the time I was totally freaked because I lost control of my mentality. After suffering psychotic episodes and losing mentality through schizophrenic episodes, I wouldn't do it again. The cost (like you said not monetarily) is far too severe.
 
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The only time I've really 'tripped' on a substance was Salvia Divinorum (Diviner's Sage). At the time I was totally freaked because I lost control of my mentality. After suffering psychotic episodes and losing mentality through schizophrenic episodes, I wouldn't do it again. The cost (like you said not monetarily) is far too severe.
Yeah I've done salvia. It used to be legal in the US. It made me leave my body and travel to some other plane of existence. I watched myself die, over and over and over and over. Everything in that realm was repetitive. Even weeks after I smoked it whenever I would have deja vu I would think that I was back in that place and would soon see myself die again and start over from the beginning once more. As I started coming down I was falling thru the clouds. I noticed my Tv stand and my bookshelf and thought OH NO! They're going to crash to the ground and get broken. I never once thought that I would fall and get broken though. That's another item on my no no list. Salvia is some weird shit.
 
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Salvia used to legal here too in Australia, but now it is a class C illicit drug. I didn't smoke it, but made a tea from it instead. Still trippy stuff though! I remember colours were vivid and I thought I could see smoke and halos around objects and people and commune with the dead. Thinking back coming down from it made me really paranoid.
 
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LSD fucked me right up, I only done the stuff twice but still had negative effects to this very day, went on to become a full on addict to alcohol amphetamine benzo's and opiates for 22years... nothing screwed me up like that acid though, massive mistake to do that . I sober now for almost two years I miss most of the drugs tbh but that fuckin LSD can go to hell and burn, very unpredictable stuff.

Most people are fine on it but if it decides to go wrong then it can go very wrong.

As for meds I take a bunch of stuff... I don't know if it's helping or not really lol.

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I've only ever done some weed in my university days, always steered clear of drugs before and since. It didn't really affect me at all. I've drunk reasonable amounts of alcohol in the past though, always just gave a light buzz but nothing weird, except for the one time I was out on a post-project party and got really drunk on tequila and lost about 18 hours of my life. Vague memories of being collected by colleagues in a club and throwing up in a bathroom is all that remains. Never did that again.

The last year and a half I haven't even had any alcohol, been completely sober.
 
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The most ecstasy pills i have took in one night is 9 and i took ecstasy every weekend for a year,i was 16 at this point and was putting myself in some unhealthy conditions. Id never do it again
 
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Okay so when I was younger, I went to a party where I got absolutely smashed, later finding out that I had taken antidepressants earlier that day for my anxiety which resulted in me going through possibly the one of the worst experiences of my life. I was almost completely paralysed, slurring out the same embarrassing stories over and over and becoming the highlight of the party... And not in a good way either. Everyone still bugs me about it to this day, and although I can't remember everything that happened that night it still makes me cringe whenever my friends bring it up.
Another time was when I was on weed although I think it was laced with something else because i completely lost my vision on the stuff, I thought I was gonna die it was so scary.
 
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Weed is by far the strongest substance I've had. I don't care if they say its just a plant. That shit is insane, even stronger then alcohol in a lot of ways. It takes me usually 4-6 drinks before I even start feeling ANYTHING when drinking, but with cannabis, 1-2 hits has me flying high.
 
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About ten years ago myself and a good friend went out for a Saturday night , was going to be just a social pub visit.
We started of at his house and for his birthday he got a bottle of Jack Daniels Whiskey, we had a couple of chasers and after about one hour the bottle was empty. We then got a lift to the town and met up with friends , all night we were drinking JD & coke..............
The next morning we woke up in a girls flat 9 miles away from the town and we don't know how we got there , I lost about 12 hours memory due to the alcohol effect , we sometimes talk about these times when we had no responsibilities and the laughs we had back then.:cheers:
 
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For me it was tequila... I had two shots and I was totally out of it for the rest of the night. I have some vague memories of some shady nightclubs and then I was waking up in a friend’s flat.
 
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I have not got drunk in years. It would be back in 2011. I had memory loss, but recall leaving a strip joint with an empty wallet.
 
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I've not drank in months, I can't drink for a while anyway and I'm not very well because I need a tooth out which has given me a blood infection so if I get better I plan on getting drunk one day in mid August this year and then I won't touch any more alcohol until Christmas.

I must admit I have been tempted to try Valium.
 
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