- Sep 9, 2009
- bradford west yorks
i have bi polar and at the moment im in depression i have never felt so bad my doctor isnt calling tilll friday , i was angry yesterday now im depressed . hes putting me on depokote on wed . i really cant cope at all with this and feel sometimes like ending it . im sick of feeling so happy then so sad , sometimes at the same time. he asked me if i felt safe at my house and i said i do but i lied because i dont want to be in hospital. how can i get through this ? my partner is in denial about me being ill so that doesnt help.iam also on olanzapine and diazpam which make my depression worse by the way. oh god why is life so unfair.