What does it matter anymore

[Takingmybrain]

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I was almost a year clean from almost every form of sh pretty much.( including things like drink, drugs ect) Then i blew it at end of 11 months. What does it matter anymore anyway. Its just torture all the time. Theres only one time when it will stop and i need that.

 

[lindyhop]

The very fact you lasted 11 months is a testament to your strength as many people don't last that long.

 

[Hello Everybody]

Tw

I was almost a year clean from almost every form of sh pretty much.( including things like drink, drugs ect) Then i blew it at end of 11 months. What does it matter anymore anyway. Its just torture all the time. Theres only one time when it will stop and i need that.

It matters a lot, so much more than you realise. To be almost a year clean shows what a strong person you are and still can be

 

[Quietman5]

What caused you to throw in the towel.

 

[Marcbee]

I'm 11 months clean from meth and I hear you.. I still crave that small escape to see the world in a new light..I crave that release and I'm yet to find it anywhere else...much love tho well done on 11 months perhaps try a new direction towards sobriety and give yourself a fresh perspective..