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What are you thinking about right now? (mental health related)

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iWILLOBTAINMENTALHEALTH2

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adoption? :hug:
I'm not healthy enough to have a healthy baby. It would have all my sicknesses and be born dependant on the medications I take. It may even have side effects to my meds. :panic: Good idea though! 🤗
 
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I'm not healthy enough to have a healthy baby. It would have all my sicknesses and be born dependant on the medications I take. It may even have side effects to my meds. :panic: Good idea though! 🤗
you got to look after your own health first :hug:

if baby wouldn't be healthy or if its hard on your body abortion is the kindest thing :hug:

first things first though pregnancy test and doctor :hug:
 
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I am thinking I need to take my vitamins. They are so harsh on my stomach though. I wonder if my rx medications are causing this or if they are making me feel ill. I am thinking about my birds if I fed them today-which I did they are just chatting away without lack of food. Makes me feel better. hugs and love Jules
 
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I want to draw.. but I need to sleep because I didn't sleep well last night..

The problem is Al the bugs in are apartment.. they are all attacking me.. 😒
Hows is your trip going? Have not seen any pictures. Hope you are well. I am enclosed in my home and no bugs Thank God. You should be home soon yeah. Thank you for sharing your vacation.
 
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you got to look after your own health first :hug:

if baby wouldn't be healthy or if its hard on your body abortion is the kindest thing :hug:

first things first though pregnancy test and doctor :hug:
I'm hoping to have my primary care doctor give me a pregnancy test tomorrow morning. I'm waiting on her response. 🤗🤗
 
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you got to look after your own health first :hug:

if baby wouldn't be healthy or if its hard on your body abortion is the kindest thing :hug:

first things first though pregnancy test and doctor :hug:
Thanks so much for your support and advice sweetie. 🤗 I'm definately only gonna stick with women from now on or post operation transmen.
 
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yes lets turn over a new leaf and start over on the social scene c -r- a -p is how i feel now. its been years and i thought yeah lets give it a try:low::(
 
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Hows is your trip going? Have not seen any pictures. Hope you are well. I am enclosed in my home and no bugs Thank God. You should be home soon yeah. Thank you for sharing your vacation.
Pictures are In photo gallery.
Didn't post last days because I'm not going okay.
I'm sorry.. I have bin in bed for almost a week 🥺

I know I had to enjoy my last week but im so stressed out.. I can't wake up without a headache. Don't feel hungry anymore, urges all over the place.. so yeah a lot of crying and sleeping.

Hope you are doing better than me 😘
 
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I am not saying it is this site but around this time last year and again last week I received emails trying to blackmail me into paying money. They seem to know the password I use for this site which is why I wonder if there is some connection but I can't imagine it would be but it certainly seems like I have been hacked. The email says I have been watching porn which I know I haven't. Last year I reported it to Action Fraud but they couldn't do anything.
I have had a few of these emails.
I will try to explain how it's done.
Let's say you create an account with a website. Your email address and password is stored on their server (Their end)
Now if that website (company) gets hacked your and thousands of other users log in details emails and passwords get stolen.
These are then sold in bulk usually on the dark Web to a scammer. The scammer then goes through the lists and sends hundreds of emails saying that they have your information and to try and intimidate you they make all sorts of allegations like they can see you have been watching porn ect ect and they want you to pay them money to keep them quiet.

The solution to this is Dont pay them anything. Just change all of your passwords to all of your accounts.
You can see if you have ever been a victim of a scam by entering your email address to this website https://haveibeenpwned.com/

It is safe and it has a database of all the companies around the world that have had a data breech.
Don't be alarmed if you have been targeted. It may feel personal but it happens to people everyday.
Change your passwords
Good luck
 
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Too much testosterone poisoning and estrogen toxicity on the forum at the moment. 🤮 Gotta log off. Time for bed anyway. Nite all.
 
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I'm worried a lot about former members who were in such horrid States of mind when the left or had their accounts closed. I hope they are okay. I even pmd some of them. :sorry: :unsure:
 
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I'm angry at the c&&& on the bus for hitting me with her bag and not apologizing to be. If I wasn't disabled and using a cane, I'd dare her to do that to me then! I'm still ashamed that I was too much of a coward to say anything to her! 😠
 
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I’m thinking that suicide isn’t too bad if the things I need are not a option for me. The stress of trying to live and fight the uphill battle that is life is just not worth it. It brings me more peace to know that nothing really matters much in the end and me leaving when I please is ultimately of little consequence in the grand scheme of things. Whether it is this year, next year or 10 or even 20 years from now when I feel my time has come I will leave.
 
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I'm wondering if I should stop being friends with this one man? He threatened to beat me up last night for lying to him. I never liked to him! I guess I just have to be in self defense mode?! Now my anthropophobia is worse! It's because of situations like this! :panic:
 
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I'm also wondering if I should report the transphobic hate speech from the group I use to go to? I want him to get fired. 😠
 
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