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What are you thinking about right now? (mental health related)

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grentthealien

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I’m thinking about the cognitive dissonance I’m experiencing right now. On one hand I’m trying to recover and sustain myself so I can forge a future i’d want to live in and on the other hand I know if I’m unable to do that I am unashamed about killing myself. It is like I have an exit that I’m keeping with me just in case. Those are two conflicting thoughts and it feels like I’m pulling myself in two different directions.
 
blacksmoke

blacksmoke

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wish i could pop a pill and wake up in a better world
 
blacksmoke

blacksmoke

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we just are drifting apart i cant go where you are going :(
 
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Flameheart

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just wanna sleep but next door are partying which usually goes on till 1-2 in the morning
 
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Ramson mash

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Uk
Isolated and like a cancer/tumour
 
blacksmoke

blacksmoke

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oh you ask my opinion after you have sent the letter and i read it and think shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiishh. what is the point of asking me. put it like this is not a letter i would have sent. it seems that you take burning bridges to a whole different level
 
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Kenza

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Tunisia
I feel so sad and I don't know why I also feel very lonely
 
blacksmoke

blacksmoke

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hmmmn now it t00k 21 minutes to get through to the receptionist to request a call back and i knew ....anyway ....logged the call ....lol the point being? oh your not an emergency ok that means i dont need to phone in the first place? go figure

and that is what folk have to do these days well ....to that i say
 
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