What are you thinking about right now? (mental health related)

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I sold all my material possessions last week.

It makes me realise now how easy it will be for me to just disappear.
 
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I am thinking about going to sleep. It is way early to do this.
 
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I know no one cares but boss detests me same as everyone else.

The mental health centre refuse to advise me on my rights no one cares.

A millionaire complained when someone asked to be paid for refurbishing her house. At the time she felt that .31p per hour was a good wage.
 
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I should add that boos, everyone else including my family hate me for no reason.
 
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I hate waking up every morning, I just want to stay in bed
 
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I hate waking up every morning, I just want to stay in bed
I’m the opposite I wish I could stay in bed . I’ve been awake since 4am and finally got up at 5. I just want a good nights sleep. Waking up every hour is not good.
 
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I’m the opposite I wish I could stay in bed . I’ve been awake since 4am and finally got up at 5. I just want a good nights sleep. Waking up every hour is not good.
I keep waking up at 4.30 for some reason, then I doze/wake/doze and have weird dreams til about 6.30.
Maybe that’s one reason I don’t want to get up in the morning!
 
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Everyday I have to fight the urge to do something that might endanger my life or cause me injuries.
I can't see anything because I'm just projecting an existence, and it's not much of an existence. It is just darkness.

I hate that I keep on saying this. I hate that my waste of a life enroaches on the lives of others.

All I think about is the day I won't be around anymore. I hope it is sooner than later.
 
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Everyday I have to fight the urge to do something that might endanger my life or cause me injuries.

I can't see anything because I'm just projecting an existence, and it's not much of an existence. It is just darkness.

I hate that I keep on saying this. I hate that my waste of a life enroaches on the lives of others.

All I think about is the day I won't be around anymore. I hope it is sooner than later.
you sound in a very dark place have you anyone to talk to irl. dont struggle alone
 
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gee dont know what happened tonight ....this has happened on and off in my life but tonight ....
 
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tomorrow and strangers dispassionately going through what was my family home:(
 
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I cannot even look at myself. Thesedays I have to ask: Who has taken over me?
 
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They're not alright and no one cares.
 
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oh dear me i can see .......and its just me that cares about this ....everyone else it seems has moved on but it still aint over til its over.:(
 
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don't feel welcomed on this forum, I try to give advice and it never seems helpful, try to spark up a conversation, gets ignored, seriously considering closing my account
 
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don't feel welcomed on this forum, I try to give advice and it never seems helpful, try to spark up a conversation, gets ignored, seriously considering closing my account
Hi,
I'm so sorry you feel like this, I hope you have better luck with us.
Take care
 

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