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What are you thinking about right now? (mental health related)

blacksmoke

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i wish i had what they have got. me i am coming back to emptyness and its so hard so bl80dy hard
 
blacksmoke

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It must be :hug:

Are you having a tough evening?
yeah you could say that. even after a lovely time away but it was complicated and tricky at times if it wasnt for such a nice bunch of folk that i meet up with.

makes me realise how alone i am.
 
Lunar Lady

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yeah you could say that. even after a lovely time away but it was complicated and tricky at times if it wasnt for such a nice bunch of folk that i meet up with.

makes me realise how alone i am.
I think, sometimes, we can be in company and feel a desperate need for space. Then when we are alone, we miss the company.

It's hard when you've been away and come home to an empty place.
 
blacksmoke

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I think, sometimes, we can be in company and feel a desperate need for space. Then when we are alone, we miss the company.

It's hard when you've been away and come home to an empty place.
indeed it is that feeling of wretchedness its horrible. and not being able to fully participate due to a conflict of what i percieve to be a major issue but no one else did well actually that is not entirely true. a couple of other people could think outside the box
 
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indeed it is that feeling of wretchedness its horrible. and not being able to fully participate due to a conflict of what i percieve to be a major issue but no one else did well actually that is not entirely true. a couple of other people could think outside the box
It's great that you did participate as much as you were comfortable with.

When did you get back?
 
blacksmoke

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It's great that you did participate as much as you were comfortable with.

When did you get back?
bout an hour ago. yeah managed to work it so it worked for me but it perplexed the other folk that were there but i couldnt say nothing as it would make things so complicated
 
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bout an hour ago. yeah managed to work it so it worked for me but it perplexed the other folk that were there but i couldnt say nothing as it would make things so complicated
You did well.

Doesn't matter if they were puzzled....
 
blacksmoke

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gee you look even worse than last year if that is indeed possible. something so aint right.
 
Lunar Lady

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yeah lol and they were deeply mysterfied as well. its really saddens me ...i see what is happening and there is nothing i can do
You're allowed to experience the world on your terms - you haven't hurt anybody. :hug:
 
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so now i have to get through the next 12 months or maybe it will never happen again anyway shit is this my life.... crumbs
 
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You're allowed to experience the world on your terms - you haven't hurt anybody. :hug:
ive certainly got them thinking. it just bothers me that something so good is being ruined. i can see it as plain as day
 
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really should be going to bed got a long day ahead of me
 
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