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What are you thinking about right now? (mental health related)

Victorianna

Victorianna

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I’m still gloomy - dwelling on how my psychiatrist says I have to taper off Klonopin, even though it’s helping so much!
I don’t want to go back to what I was like a month ago. It was a really bad place.
I understand it’s addictive, but I’m using it as instructed, and I would not abuse it.
Furthermore, in talking to my brother last night, apparently he’s been on it for years! What the heck?? I need to move to Oregon and see his psychiatrist.
 
blacksmoke

blacksmoke

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basketville
yeah a couple of realisations ....ignorance is bliss they say whoever they is
 
Topcat

Topcat

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Thinking I'm fed up with being spoken to like a c**t. Could just pack a bag and leave.
 
Hopefuloldie

Hopefuloldie

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Nov 30, 2018
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Struggling more than usual to separate the life stuff from the head stuff. I used to be better than this.
 
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gam9147

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Feb 18, 2019
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Delaware, USA
thinking that when I'm feeling well there are an overwhelming number of things to catch up and do to continue feeling well and when I'm feeling poorly I'm getting further behind it all
 
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natalie

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I just wish they would sort this Brexit business out, quckily and comfortably get the trade deals done, and keep medicines for ar rival into the chemists in tact, and to get this Irish backstop sorted, because it is too much for me personally, when I am then aware of newses, realt ime media newses, anxiety provoking.

Plus the recent spell of wea ther had me low and irritible, to the build of all of that, apart from i hadn't been well, through sinuses, and also slight infections were the cause of p roblems temporarily. Infections, wise, finally at long last, much much better. Just wish this weat her of blustery feel would improve.
 
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natalie

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gam9147,


I can sympathise with you on that note.
 
SomersetScorpio

SomersetScorpio

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I hate the way my mood crashes even though i'm trying all the right things.
Today i've eaten well, went out for a walk, took B vitamins (and usual meds), bought a nice plant pot for my new house plant, done the dishes etc. et fucking cetera.

And then I feel like I can't do this any more. I feel the feeling in my body as well as my mind. Such a heavy and nervy horrible feeling in my chest.

I came onto the forum earlier for a bit of distraction and find a post containing a video compilation making fun of fat people. I'm 28 stone. That shit fucking hurts.
One of the reasons I eat so much is that it's a way of coping with the fact that I can't fucking stand this world or the people in it, so it's ironic that the narrow minded ***** target us fatties even more.

I don't know what the fucking point is.
God knows i've tried to kill myself and still would if it was guaranteed, but some people really love and care about this fatty, so I can't inflict that kind of pain and grief on them.
I'm stuck. I'm stuck in a life that I don't want.
 
megirl

megirl

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Hey I am so sorry you are struggling.
I also apolgise about people making horrible comments about people who are overweight
Comments like that are demeaning and not helpful at all.
Have you been on your meds for a long time? Do you think you need to go back to yr doctor if you are feeling this bad
 
Topcat

Topcat

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I hate the way my mood crashes even though i'm trying all the right things.
Today i've eaten well, went out for a walk, took B vitamins (and usual meds), bought a nice plant pot for my new house plant, done the dishes etc. et fucking cetera.

And then I feel like I can't do this any more. I feel the feeling in my body as well as my mind. Such a heavy and nervy horrible feeling in my chest.

I came onto the forum earlier for a bit of distraction and find a post containing a video compilation making fun of fat people. I'm 28 stone. That shit fucking hurts.
One of the reasons I eat so much is that it's a way of coping with the fact that I can't fucking stand this world or the people in it, so it's ironic that the narrow minded ***** target us fatties even more.

I don't know what the fucking point is.
God knows i've tried to kill myself and still would if it was guaranteed, but some people really love and care about this fatty, so I can't inflict that kind of pain and grief on them.
I'm stuck. I'm stuck in a life that I don't want.
Big love to you SS :hug: sorry that some people just ruin it, especially in a place you go to for support. I hope you can focus on the good people/places in your life and remember not everyone is an arsehole. Double hug :hug: :hug:
 
Topcat

Topcat

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I had a dream last night where I was lost in this heavy painful depression, and I woke up with an echo of that feeling. I think it's going to stick with me, because I feel weird and low.
I don't want to be here, in several ways.
 
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