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What are you thinking about right now? (mental health related)

Moonshadow

Moonshadow

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May 19, 2019
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Location
Georgia
Shame, feeling evil.

When I’m psychotic I feel like evil energy surrounds me, trying to destroy me. For the longest time I would tell myself I was evil. I’ve been tortured by a hallucination that makes me into some kind of monster.

Don’t know why I was born delusion prone and more mentally fragile than others. Pride and shame keep me from letting it go to heal
 
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school1111

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May 20, 2019
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2
Location
Canada
Currently experiencing bad health is just cruel and I want to live a normal life.
 
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Lilac

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Jun 5, 2010
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There are at least two things I want very much. One of them being discharge from section. Neither of the two things do I think is achievable. Oh and I also want a car and I feel that is a dream which will never come real either.
 
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Lilac

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There are at least two things I want very much. One of them being discharge from section. Neither of the two things do I think is achievable. Oh and I also want a car and I feel that is a dream which will never come real either.
But at the same time I can't forget them or stop wanting them. 😶
 
blacksmoke

blacksmoke

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basketville
i am ok and yet not ok gee thats cryptic muriel maybe one for the scrabble game
 
fazza

fazza

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Looking forward to my cpn appointment layer today. I also have C. A. T therepy at 11.
 
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claude

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can't believe what an intense and shitty day its been. I am plodding on but do feel so worn out. can't wait till its bedtime
 
blacksmoke

blacksmoke

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its not ok reg the doc and the med situation its like well its not like that it has actually happened they have washed there hands of it all a bit of a Pontius Pilated mo
 
Topcat

Topcat

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Jan 8, 2018
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My mood is up and down and it's annoying. This week is going very slowly.
 
Matthew 666

Matthew 666

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Feb 17, 2019
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Haleswoth Suffolk
As a new trained nurse we were always taught to take a step back and question others. So if unsure of a doctors background or a nurse any concerns just ask. And just do it and make it a normal.part of our practice for the safety of everyone
 
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Lilac

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Boss would never be nice to me.
 
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