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What are you thinking about right now? (mental health related)

Jewels2020

Jewels2020

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Thinking about how to get out of the mess I made with my anxiety. I quit my job suddenly after having an anxiety attack, just didn't show up, and now I won't have a reference to get a new job and will have no money coming in for my family. My brain is saying how selfish and unresponsible I am. How I get on a good path, and I end up ruining it somehow.
 
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Lilac

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A woman, who won’t look after her good friend’s pet but expects me to, this woman called several women in a room including me and her, ugly.
She doesn’t want me to be successful.
 
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Lilac

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The woman who wants me to look after her pet when no one else will not even her, doesn’t want me to be successful or go out.
 
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Lilac

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Where mental health services treat me and my family and friends appallingly badly one day my family and friends might do to them what they do to me.
No one wants me to be successful.
 
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Lilac

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A woman went for a promotion and a third party wouldn’t say she’d be good at it.
 
Topcat

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My mental health problems have made family life crap for everyone :(
Everyone is unhappy, because I’m always unhappy.
 
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hello513

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My mental health problems have made family life crap for everyone :(
Everyone is unhappy, because I’m always unhappy.
Ya been there done that.

Previously I just ignored their pain at seeing me suffer a psychotic episode

Because I was so focused on my own pain of going through it and how unfair it was.

Now I take the time to try to express my appreciation towards them
 
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Worriedyin

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Good luck tomorrow Seon.

Appointment today was reassuring, still off meds, feel very lucky to be with an early intervention team. Doing okay at work too although found a couple of things to apply for just in case. Will make a start tomorrow after the GP appt.
 
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Lilac

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One manager lied to a customer.

One manager lied to me then accidentally revealed he lied.

The woman who wants me to pet sit because no one including her will - she told everyone to lie.

Consultant sent me further unsolicited mail full of lies about me which I can prove.

The unspecified people are out of touch with reality with lack of insight and don’t tell the truth.

There is a cover up which doesn’t benefit the culprits.
 
ARP

ARP

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At the moment, anxious about trying to get to sleep tonight. Sleep’s not been great. Trazedone’s no longer working. (Gonna get a scrip for a new sleep med from the doc on Friday).

Rock<Me>Hard Place

I’m tempted to stay up for a while longer. (It’s now 12:20am central US time - Memphis TN). I doubt that’ll really help though. AND... if I wait too late to crash, I’m sure I’ll lay there for a good long while anyway, and then I’m very likely to sleep too late tomorrow.

So struggling a bit mentally. It really bothers me that I often don’t look forward to bedtime. At those times, I just get anxious about it, which transforms it all into a self-fulfilling prophecy. Just mentally worn out by it & wish I could just pass out.
: /
 
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Lilac

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If I said no to the woman who wants me to pet sit for her they would lock me up for life whereas anyone else can turn her down.
 
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